It's nice to see your face..

Longtime no talk!

I didn't want to write anything more so that you could find my 995 reasons list, but I've dissided to let that go and move on.

I couple days ago when I was being an insomniac, I was looking at a website I bookmarked, The happiness project. (http://www.happiness-project.com/happiness_project/)

After reading numerous tips and daily thoughts, I stumbled over something called, 101 things in 1001 days. (http://www.triplux.com/dayzero/) I immediately felt drawn to it. 

You come up with 101 previously set tasks, and achieve them in a period of 1001 days.

I've come up with 50 so far. 

Its really inspiring to read other participants  lists. Example: 95. Spot one interesting cloud-formation, don’t tell anybody about it

Doesn't that one sound nice? These things can be so simple, yet so powerful.

For three of mine, I'm asking 101 people what their all time favorite, movie, book, and song's are. 

I've asked about 20 people so far.. lots more to go :)

I'm then going to read all of the books, watch all of the movies, and do.. SOMETHING.. with the songs. I'm not exactly sure yet.

I think I'm going to start the 1001 days on the 7th. I should have probably waited until I started my time before I started asking people their favorites, but it will all work out. ;)

I think I want to let off some sadness before I start this project. 

Here we go!

Missing someone... I've been very fortunate in my life to never have to miss someone THIS much.

Don't get me wrong, I miss my Dad so very much, and I think about him everyday. 

But with him, He isn't coming back. There for, I have to move on. 

I've never missed someone that is so close, yet so far. It hurts. 

I try to be as strong as I can, yet it gets tricky sometimes. 

I wish life was a fairy tale, and everyone had their own happy ending. 

You know what? That's possible. Maybe I don't have a fairy godmother, but I've got plenty of support. Whatever it is I want, when its this intense, anything can happen.

I'm going to do everything I can to make all of my dreams reality.

Summer 2008, here I come. I'm finally ready for you.